I’m tired said my body. I can’t said my mind. But I still haven’t made it said my heart. So I kept going”.
The race is finally run and I live to tell the tale.
My one man cheering squad and I set off for Richmond on Friday to check out the expo and explore Richmond. I collected my bib and my t-shirt with trepidation and questioning myself if I should just switch to a half marathon.
There is no explaining how terrified I was race day morning, but me with some determination and words of encouragement and support from my friends made it to the start line.
I stood around heart racing in the cold crisp morning at the start line. Finally the runners were waved off and I hit start on my music and my GPS and I go. Around mile 4 my confidence picks up and I tell myself that I feel great and I would possibly do it all over again. Mile after mile I keep pounding away, waving at the people cheering us on and listening to my music and content that I was keeping up with my pace group.
Around mile 12 my stomach starts to rumble and all I could think of was how badly I wanted food. The fact that we were running past various restaurants where the smell of food was wafting through the air was not helping my hunger pangs. But I kept chewing on pretzels and energy gels and water and kept going trying not to think of food. But food was all I could think of. All the food I will eat, the big margarita I will have when I am done and all I calories I can consume with no guilt.
It is hard to say if I had any cohesive thoughts the entire time, my mind kept jumping from one thing to another in order to not think that I was only half way and mostly trying to enjoy the scenic route that we were on.
After running for 4 hours and 15 minutes, I reached mile 20, something snapped in me. My mind and my body refused to continue. All I could think of was that I wanted to quit…. but I did not want to give up. I had heard so much about moments like this and I knew I had hit the wall and this was no ordinary wall either, it was a concrete wall. I had to find a way to break through that barrier and keep going. Giving up at mile 20 was not an option.
Every random happy thought I was trying to have besides running, was stinging my eyes with tears and I was struggling to keep going. I desperately wanted to quit, I just wanted to limp my weary self over to a corner and lick my wounded pride and say I give up. However, all the words of encouragement and support was ringing in my ears along with the words ‘keep going, you can do this’, being shouted at by strangers makes it hard to quit.
I turn the music on louder and try to get my mind back on track and force myself to put one foot in front of the other and not think of every ache and pain I could feel. My determination to finish was bigger than the pain I was feeling at that moment.
At mile 24 my one man cheering squad runs into the street and I just fall into his arms in exhaustion. He offers to come with me the rest of the way, while I want him besides me, I give him a feeble smile and nod and pick myself up and start running again.
There in the distance I finally see mile 26 and I start to smile, because I know I made it.
Unfortunately I did not make it in the 5 hours I had planned, but the most important thing is I did make it immaterial of the time. I did run 26.2 miles and I am now a marathoner and belong to the 5% of the population that complete a marathon.
While I still beat myself up over having stopped, having hit the wall, having slowed down in the last 6 miles, as my friends say, this was my first marathon and I just need to bask in the moment of having completed it.
While every part of my body hurt and I limped around for the rest of the weekend, it was worth every minute and every ache and pain I felt.
So now I can say that I have one thing ticked off my bucket list.
Will I run another marathon ? Despite all the hurt and pain I would say hell yeah !
Congrats. My best is around 10K—and that was in my ‘prime time’ 🙂
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Thank you. Well running does not have to happen just in your ‘prime time’, there are so many beyond their prime running. Maybe its time to dust those running shoes and take it for a spin.
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Congratulations! I hope you enjoyed a nice meal and few refreshments after the race.
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Joy, thank you. After the race I had a huge meal and a few glasses of wine and that made it all worth the running for more than 5 hours. Crossing that finish line was a great feeling.
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Oh my goodness! Over 5 hours of running! I’m glad you had a good meal and some wine afterward.
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My goal was 5 hours, but I hit the wall at mile 20 at 4 hours and the last 6 miles took me almost 1 1/2 hours.
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What does “hit the wall” mean?
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Where you feel you have reached the point where you have no energy and feel tired because loss of glycogen in your muscles. Once you hit that point going is really tough at least it was for me.
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Oh, I see. Thank you for explaining it to me. If you made the last 5-6 miles in 1 1/2 hours that is just a little bit longer than your first 20 miles in mph. I think you did excellent and the important thing is you finished!
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The important thing for me too was just to cross that finish line and not be the last person, which I accomplished. Plus this was a good lesson for the next time I do one.
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Absolutely! I can understand the desire to want to finish and also for not wanting to be the last one to finish.
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Awesome!
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Thank you.
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🙂
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Well done! Inspiring effort. It’s these challenges we set ourselves that stretch and broaden us. It’s also essential to acknowledge our achievment and bask a little in the glow. I was in a group that cycled across much of Cambodia three years ago. The elation at completing 600kms was amazing! PJ
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Thank you. I did bask in the achievement and I can’t wait to do it again.
Congratulations on your 600km of cycling, that not only sounds challenging but seems like a great adventure.
I enjoy trying to push myself beyond my limit, because it definitely adds so much to our life and helps us grow.
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Congratulations! Thanks for sharing what a terrific experience through your writing I felt I was there also!!
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Thank you. I wanted to write this post while I was still basking in having completed it. Glad you enjoyed the post and that I was able to capture the mood of that day. Thank you so much for reading.
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Congratulations on running the Richmond Marathon! That one is on my list- you gave a great overview of the race! Thank you. Hope you enjoy some rest now! Happy running.
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Thank you. One of the reasons I picked Richmond was because it is called the friendliest race and recommended as a first marathon to do. The people on the street were really out there cheering everyone and lots had snacks to offer and it lived upto it’s name of friendliest race. I hope you get to experience this race and enjoy Richmond too. Thank you for reading.
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That’s a great reason to run the race! Thank you again!
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Congratulations!! So happy for you. That is a great accomplishment. My husband and I do a yearly 10-K and I think I can do 1/2 marathon…I can’t think of doing a whole!! Great determination and great going!! Heck you are stronger than you think!! Yaz
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Thank you. When I was doubting myself you and others encouraged me and I appreciate that very much. Once you do a few half marathons, you can eventually build yourself and mind to do that full. I absolutely recommend and encourage people who run to do a full one, it is an amazing feeling when you cross that finish line.
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That was highly appreciable and inspiring 😀
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Thank you and hopefully I’ve inspired others to put on their running shoes and take a step outside. Thank you for reading.
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Very inspirational. Giving up is not an option ! WE are more powerful than we know. The human body is capable of doing some marvelous things.
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Thank you. Most often giving up should not be an option. I agree we humans are capable of some great things and unfortunately sometimes we forget that. Making up your mind is a huge part of that.
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Great Post.
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Thank you.
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welcome
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Congratulations! I’m at half distance right now. A full is such an amazing achievement.
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Thank you Annie. Congratulations to you on your half. I did a dozen half marathons before I could find the courage to do the full. It is a wonderful experience and I hope you do it sometime.
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That’s amazing!!!! Thanks for sharing your experience!!!!
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Thank you for reading. It was worth the sweat and tears and aches and pains. I would absolutely encourage someone to go do it.
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That’s SO awesome! Congratulations to you! How exciting!
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Thank you Amaya. I was hobbling along the rest of the weekend, but all I could think was, I did it and didn’t need a wheelchair at the end. It was all the encouraging words from you and others on here that helped me cross that finish line. So thank you.
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I can imagine! I’m sure you’re really sore! What a great accomplishment!
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