I stand at the departure gate in Germany with a heavy heart. Just the thought of going back to reality doesn’t seem so promising at this moment. The long 9 hour flight and the 5 hours of waiting for my next connection is plenty of time to adjust to the thought of being back. No matter how much I try, I can’t seem to find anything positive about getting back.
I survive the long flight and hope to breeze through Immigration, however, staring at the stoney faced officer for 40 minutes while I stood in line, made me realize breezing through was a highly unlikely scenario, specially taking into account the current political situation here. Despite the Immigration Officer saying ‘welcome back home’, I don’t feel very welcome at this moment. The 10 minutes of interrogation on where, why, who I went with and what I did, doesn’t make me feel at home, it makes me feel like a visitor, in the place I have adopted to be home.
At the end of the 10 minute interrogation, I had so much I wanted to say to him, but I held back because orange is not my favorite color plus writing this from a jail cell didn’t seem too tempting.
I walk in circles at the airport trying to kill time for my next flight, only to notice that due to the weather my flight has been cancelled. After hours of going back and forth, they decide to put me on a flight that is landing at an airport 2 hours from where I should be. Fortunately I have some friends who agree to pick me up from there. The waiting begins, the plane is on its way, the plane is here, the plane is having technical difficulties and on and on it goes. So almost 8 hours after I was supposed to leave, we finally take off.
Just when I thought that I had finally faced the worse part of the trip, I am told that they forgot to load my bags on that flight. Maybe I should just take a flight back to some other destination, since coming home is taking off to a bad start.
As much as I would like to say that my days got better, it seems it just kept getting worse. My friends had driven my car for thousands of miles making me have to replace things in it. All my mail has been returned and on and on it goes.
As always when I feel overwhelmed with things all I want to do is go run. Fortunately I always carry running gear with me, because I know that no matter what happens, a few miles on the road has a way of making me feel better. I run past my usual haunts, including my old apartment and my favorite coffee shop, which makes me nostalgic and reminds me this that I used call this home. Right now with everything that is going on, it is going to be a while before I feel that I am home.
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Sorry that you are feeling bad. I hope things can turn around for you! Keep smiling even when its hard, the rainbow could be just around the corner!
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Thank you. I am beginning to see a faint rainbow out on the horizon, so I am beginning to feel a little more positive. Thank you for the words of encouragement and support, I really appreciate it.
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You are very welcome! Glad to know you are feeling some better
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I’m sorry your trip home started out so badly! I hope that things get better with time, and that you find a way to feel more positive about moving back.
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Thank you Ann. It has been a few rough days, but I’m starting to feel more upbeat. It’s just trying to get my mind into the real world that makes it hard.
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Awww, Tania, I am so sorry you had such a bad trip coming back home and I’m sorry you are feeling so dismal. I truly hope things start looking up for you very soon and joy and happiness surprises you in a wonderful way!
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Thank you PJ. It hasn’t taken off to a great start, but I have faith that things always work out the way they are supposed to. Thank you for your wishes, I am feeling quite positive.
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I’m happy to hear you are feeling positive. You have had a very nice break from the humdrum of the U.S. Yes, things work out as they should and I know they will work out well for you.
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Some days you just feel like everything is going against you and then when you dust yourself up from that, you realize its not such a big deal and that life throws some curveballs and you learn to navigate them all and carry on.
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That is so true Tania. Life does sometimes throw curve balls and we have to learn to navigate around them. I have had plenty curve balls in my life. 🙂
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Those curveballs make life more interesting for sure 🙂
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Yes they do but they seem to come at the most inopportune time! 😀
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Ha ha ha PJ, that’s the story of my life.
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Hahahaha! Yes, me too! 😀 😀
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